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"I'm not sure about all this, but I'm starting to get the hang of it."
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| I. The Burial of the Dead | |
| April is the cruelest month, breeding | |
| Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing | |
| Memory and desire, stirring | |
| Dull roots with spring rain. | |
| Winter kept us warm, covering | |
| Earth in forgetful snow, feeding | |
| A little life with dried tubers. | |
| Summer surprised us, coming over the Starnbergersee | |
| With a shower of rain; we stopped in the colonnade | |
| 10 | And went on in sunlight, into the Hofgarten, |
| And drank coffee, and talked for an hour. | |
| Bin gar keine Russin, stamm' aus Litauen, echt deutsch. | |
| And when we were children, staying at the arch-duke's, | |
| My cousin's, he took me out on a sled, | |
| And I was frightened. He said, Marie, | |
| Marie, hold on tight. And down we went. | |
| In the mountains, there you feel free. | |
| I read, much of the night, and go south in winter. | |
| 20 | Out of this stony rubbish? Son of man, |
| You cannot say, or guess, for you know only | |
| A heap of broken images, where the sun beats, | |
| And the dead tree gives no shelter, the cricket no relief, | |
| And the dry stone no sound of water. Only | |
| There is shadow under this red rock | |
| (Come in under the shadow of this red rock), | |
| And I will show you something different from either | |
| Your shadow at morning striding behind you | |
| Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you; | |
| 30 | I will show you fear in a handful of dust. |
| "You gave me hyacinths first a year ago;" | |
| "They called me the hyacinth girl." | |
| --Yet when we came back, late, from the hyacinth garden, | |
| Your arms full, and your hair wet, I could not | |
| Speak, and my eyes failed, I was neither | |
| 40 | Living nor dead, and I knew nothing, |
| Looking into the heart of light, the silence. | |
| Öd' und leer das Meer. | |
| Has a bad cold, nevertheless | |
| Is known to be the wisest woman in Europe, | |
| With a wicked pack of cards. Here, said she, | |
| Is your card, the drowned Phoenician Sailor. | |
| (Those are pearls that were his eyes. Look!) | |
| Here is Belladonna, the Lady of the Rocks, | |
| 50 | The lady of situations. |
| Here is the man with three staves, and here the Wheel, | |
| And here is the one-eyed merchant, and this card, | |
| Which is blank, is something that he carries on his back, | |
| Which I am forbidden to see. I do not find | |
| The Hanged Man. Fear death by water. | |
| I see crowds of people, walking round in a ring. | |
| Thank you. If you see dear Mrs. Equitone, | |
| Tell her I bring the horoscope myself; | |
| One must be so careful these days. | |
| 60 | |
| Under the brown fog of a winter dawn, | |
| A crowd flowed over London Bridge, so many, | |
| I had not thought death had undone so many. | |
| Sighs, short and infrequent, were exhaled, | |
| And each man fixed his eyes before his feet, | |
| Flowed up the hill and down King William Street | |
| To where Saint Mary Woolnoth kept the hours | |
| With a dead sound on the final stroke of nine. | |
| There I saw one I knew, and stopped him, crying, "Stetson! | |
| 70 | You who were with me in the ships at Mylae! |
| That corpse you planted last year in your garden, | |
| Has it begun to sprout? Will it bloom this year? | |
| Or has the sudden frost disturbed its bed? | |
| Oh keep the Dog far hence, that's friend to men, | |
| Or with his nails he'll dig it up again! | |
| You! hypocrite lecteur!--mon semblable!--mon frère!" | |
| [ The Burial of the Dead | A Game of Chess | The Fire Sermon ] | |
| [ Death by Water | What the Thunder Said ] | |
| 08/13/97 | xanax@enteract.com |